Cars

I think cars just hate me.

Yesterday the car couldn’t start when I wanted to go out. TODAY? Le me tell you.

I woke up late and I was right. My had swollen eyes that could barely open. I did things as usual.. Then lunch then prepare to go out for my last 3 hours of amali.

The instructor told me and another friend I just knew what to do and what shouldn’t be done when taking out test. Then he showed us, both circuit and on the road. THEN, he said:” Shiyi, u go tried now.” O.O So I tried, and gosh, although I was super tired, but I gotta admit it was fun! Hahahah and the balancing too! And I met an old friend there =)

When I finished the lesson, it started to rain. So I called mum to come and fetch me. She rushed there as she had to fetch someone else later. When we were almost reaching La Salle, the car mati! See? Things like this happened whenever I need a car.

Me with some really nice indian pushed the car in the rain, did a lot of things but the car still dead. Someone there told he there was a foreman nearby so mum went to see him. That stupid asshole chinese refused to help! WTH. And I saw smoke coming out! So I asked mum not to touch it anymore. Me, mummy and the two students she was suppose to fetch waited for sooooooooooooooo long for daddy to come. Reached home at 8. So it took us 2 hours. GOSH.

Oh car, please survive.

Oh god, please let me survive tomorrow.

虚脱

我恨自己。

我不知道为什么会无缘无故发那么大的脾气，说那么重的话，伤你的心。我只记得我深呼吸了很多很多次，给了自己很多勇气来继续。我只记得我真的是所谓的怒火中烧，又好像，不是在生气你，而是我自己。

我不知道我在哭，还是在崩溃。

就好像用尽全力，和眼泪，把所有的情绪都哭了出来。很用力，完全专注地哭。然后，就完全没有了力。好像把全部都给完眼泪了。呵。平时哭了后，吸吸鼻子，洗个脸就没事了，不怎么看得出来。这次，疼就是故意一般，在脸上留下心痛的痕迹。明天眼睛一定肿肿的。

冷静下来时，我已经失去控制能力，我决定不哭了，眼泪却一直滑落。。。

我到底在干什么？？？！！！！

我恨我自己，那样的伤你的心。

对不起。

我爱你。

真的很累了

I’M TIRED

Vivi’s early birthday celebration

It was a girls’ day out! And I’m loving it

My brother le, said wanna have breakfast. So I woke up veryyyyyyyyyyyy early, but waited for him for around 45 mins, then only we headed to the dim sum restaurant near our house. We had breakfast with Woon Yin and met Midori there My brother just couldn’t really recognize people. HAHA

Then I went home to get ready to go to sunway. BUT, when I was ready, daddy said the car couldn’t start! Mum drove the Kia back to Melaka with aunt and aunt parked her car in my house. SO LUCKY LOL. She left the key here. So gor gor drove her car, fetched me to sunway.

Met Yi Leng and Jia Ying at Popular, they were buying their books. Then met up with vivi and we went to starbucks to rest and relax. We did a lot of catch up there, mostly bout their college and my work. ALL of them had started college. WELL, nothing wrong with March I’ve think open hehe.

After that we went to Fullhouse to have lunch! AND WE MET SONIA THERE! Quite a shock that place was quite nice, food not bad. We took a few photos there but they are with JY haha. And we was talking about JGS and korean movie stars. YL was totally lost hahah! We purposely went to Etude House to see them! I bought a nail polish there. For new year hah!

After that we walked around, and when we looked at the people skating in the skating rink, they started saying they wanna skate! LOL that was what I’ve been craving for for who knows how many kazillion years. NEXT TIME MUST SKATE OKAY!

We sat down and had some drink and saw the skating ones fell. LOL mean yeh? And we laughed at them xD Went to popular again to buy pens and file and parted our ways home.

I had a great day with them, my high school friends that I will NEVER EVER forget. Remember the annual outing kay! Love u all lots lots and so looking forward for another outing!

And I seriously love this windows live writer it’s so easy to upload photo! Hehe

小孩子？

方块字

今天，坐在我面前的是一个长得蛮漂亮的女孩，成绩没有很优秀，不是精英班，但是，她总是第一个做完功课的。做完了，就拿别的作业出来，坐回她的位子上静静的做。然后，她不是很确定要怎样做，转头问她左边精英班的女生：“这怎样做？”那女生看了看，说：“这个又不是明天要，为什么你现在做？”她没说话，转身问右边的， 也是精英班的女生，那女生说：“下个星期才要啦！不用这么早做。”

这，就是我们所谓的精英班？拜托。

还有，一个通常粗枝大叶的女孩，也让我在今天看到了她细心的一面。

谁说一个人永远不会改变？

Okay so mum said I’ve got enough new year shirt so she’s not going to buy me some more. But I still left a cardigan. Ah whatever Tomorrow is public holiday! Wheeeee~ HOLIDAY going to celebrate vivi’s birthday at Sunway. So long never hang out together liao. Miss them a lot and I hope she likes the present hehe.

So more updates tomorrow!

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Last episode! <3