Just a little cry from heart

today.. i am very very very happy :)
cause...
hahaha!
i cant tell you!!!
:p

and,
today when i went to my primary school to bring mum's students back to house,
i saw two girls,
which i know.
The older sister goes to school to bring her younger sis back every day,
including rainy day. Heavy rain
and today,
the older sister help her sis to carry the bag,
and hand in hand,
they ran happily.

i was wondering ,
how good if i got a sister
who understand me,
and can share secrets with me?
how good if ,
MY SISTER IS STILL ALIVE?
she deserved to live here,
not heaven.