Loneliness

I can’t say that I hate to be alone. Sometimes it’s calming, sometimes it kills, it depends. But in a situation like this where you are alone in SS15 and have practically nothing else to do, you’ll start thinking about everything else. My thoughts start wandering, and somehow it landed in US. I wonder how it will be like when I am in the States. Will I always be alone? Will I miss my family and friends here too much? Can I adapt? And most importantly, can I achieve what I am suppose to?

Sometimes I think too much and put myself in trouble. ANYWAY, am quite happy and satisfied with my linear algebra and chemistry test results. Not prefect, but since nobody’s prefect, I’ll just have to see the perfection in the imperfection.

Sitting in McDonald’s facing the main road, I can feel that the rain is coming. 有种山雨欲来风满楼的感觉。What I want to do now is go home, shower, and sleep.

And the lecturer ar, make us bring the laptop, carry it whole day but did not use it >:( very heavy one lor u know?

And my keychain bear just jumped off from my laptop bag. Cant seem to fix it with my hands. ahhh adds to the frustration.

Please let me be at home by 7 30 tmr? TQVM :)

V-day and YiLeng’s bday :)

Gonna post bout Valentine’s Day and celebration of Yi Leng’s birthday! :D

This year’s Valentine’s Day fell on a Tuesday, and sadly, I had classes on that day from 10-12 and 4-6. Thought could never have celebrated it with boyfriend, but was elated when we actually made it to Sunway Pyramid during my 4 hours break! We shopped, ate, bumped into friends, and he sent me back to college. And my biggest surprise? The teddy bear!! It is really really really cute, with love and roses, and I never know he will buy me one! *scream happily*

My loves <3 The big one was the one I mentioned, and the small one was from bf too, for my 16th birthday :) I love them both, but bf most! ;)

And guess what? I had chemistry lab session after that, and I was sort of scolded by teacher for 2 times. Argh :(

Had linear algebra test on Friday. It was not tough, just lengthy, and very easy to make mistakes. Still erasing and writing until the very last second! >< Gosh please please please let me get good result :(

Anyway, me with my high school best friends celebrated Yi Leng’s belated birthday today! :D Since 3 of us never been to Bubba Gump before, we decided to head there for lunch. The food was so so, but the atmosphere quite special. Some snapshots :)

The pretty birthday girl! We love you la :D Wanted to skate, but unfortunately there was a skating championship going on, so went for movie instead. Watched the Ghost Rider, not that nice… Should have watch the wedding one by ah niu la!

Bought bf a Adidas sportswear. He said he love it. Happieeeeeeeeeeee :D

3 more tests coming next week! Better off to study now. Wish me luck people!

Too much to feel.

I don’t feel like studying.

Therefore I am here.

Hey peeps! It’s a muggy Sunday afternoon, and my head is so heavy. Blame it to insufficient sleep. Really need to start on the revision ASAP, but well, sleep is the priority :p

Chinese New Year was officially over (a few days ago), and I really really enjoyed it. It was special, it was the last one I spent before I go to the US, it was the first time my family won the lucky draw prize in a dinner, the first time I had so many friends visiting my house and I totally loved it, the first time lighting the fireworks, and the first time I climbed Broga Hill (with flats, that was incredibly hard and painful, but worth it).

All in all, I hope the holidays did not end, but on the other side I wish I can be a grown up that can earn my own money, so that I can stop bothering people. Yeah, it sucks to feel that I’m incapable of doing things on my own, not that I don’t want, not that I didn’t try. I walked to the ktm despite the rain, I walked home although it was scorching hot and I helped mum out although I’m really exhausted. Dependent huh? Cant disagree more. This transportation issue had been ruining my mood every time it arose. Owning my own car is my dream, no matter how humble it seems.

Oh and look at these.

Can you believe this is from a Standard 2 textbook? Standard 2. Eight years old. I don’t think they’ll understand lo! What la is those authors thinking? It wont benefit much by forcing them like this, really.

Am tired of typing. LOL let the pictures do the work then :)

This was outside the V1 concept restaurant and bar we went. COOL TO DA MAX :)

And their menu? IPAD :D

They even have THIS in the bar. Sorry for the picture’s quality lol.

The standing egg!

My lamp! Cant adore it enough. Kiut!! <3

Lucky draw prize we won.

Books bought using book voucher :)

Currently reading A Bend in the Road by Nicholas Sparks. He is always my favorite author :) Can I finish it before I start the revision? ><

2 more days and it’s Valentine’s Day! Not anticipating it, but still wanna wish everyone an early Happy Valentine’s Day!

I believe long distance relationship can last. It will :)