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Another update? Haha I guess that’s because I’m too tired for another sample test for TOEFL but not tired enough to sleep. So I’m here :)

Was struggling whether to go college or not tomorrow because if I do, I will waste some time sitting there doing nothing. But the benefits of going are I (most probably) will get some of my textbooks, my results and work for another 2 hours. So seeing that there are more boon than bane, I decided to go.

And I cant stand myself when I’m staying at home! I’ll eat and eat and eat when I have time. But never mind lah, Famine 30 is just around the corner! I’m a bit nervous, cause bf is not with me this year, and..I don’t really know what to do. I know Orange won’t dump me alone, but still, I’m a bit worried. Just pray that it turns out alright! And I must remember to take some photos :)

Hmmm what else can I talk about? I’m actually hoping this semester break to end soon but don’t want school to start. How contradict. I just wanna see my friends, and have something to fill my time! Facebook nowadays is boring, so is twitter. AND BLOG. Maybe everyone else is busy except me. But it’s okay! I’ll be busy real soon. Results are coming out tomorrow, and weird enough, I’m not feeling it yet. The nervousness, anxiety or afraid. I think mum and dad are super right. They know 我是一个得失心很重的人, so they always advised me to “see open” (chinese XD) I think I’m trying to, but not there yet. Let’s hope tomorrow will be a cheerful day.

有挫折，才有进步！

p.s. Sounds like I’m crapping :/

Loves :)

Hi there! I’m here to update my blog, as requested by my dearest CHENGSE :) I’m actually quite free (and lifeless) here, cause I basically have nothing to do during this three weeks long semester break. If I’m not here blogging, I’ll most probably go play Sudoku in the newspaper, or play Angry Birds. HEH

Anyway, I’m here to talk about…CLOTHES! Haha. I’m a girl who likes dressing up since I was young, but I don’t think I have enough sense to fashion so you’ll always see me in T-shirt, jeans or shorts :( But I love seeing models wearing different styles of clothes! And I like buying clothes too. It’s just too bad I can’t really find my own style. And I think my best friend, Orange has a really really good sense of fashion. I always loved the clothes she picked for me, I’ll definitely consider buying them if they fit!

Mum just bought me to a boutique last Saturday together with my bro. Well that was a pretty nice boutique, they have all sorts of shirts for you to choose from. And the thing is, once you stepped into the fitting room, you most probably wont have a chance to step out. The promoters there will grab any shirts they think suit you, and when you finished trying one, they will straight away hand you another. So..after trying on quite a few set of clothes, mum bought me these!

No time to try on more cause brother was rushing us :( and look at the size!

XXS @.@ I wonder if I get can myself any shirts when I’m pursuing my studies in the States. Can’t wait to wear my new outfits to college! Yup, mum bought them so that I can wear them to college. A lot of my old ones are torn, or bitten maybe, by insects.

And I got three new Mickey T-shirts!

From my dearest bf! :D

I actually feel quite guilty for using mum so much on my clothes :( So I always promise myself, I’ll work hard now, get a good job soon, then earn more money, so that I can pamper myself with pretty clothes! Still, thank you mama and darling, for buying me such pretty and comfy clothes!

Orange, let’s go shopping, kay? :D

Update :)

 

Hello peeps! Yeah most probably no one is reading but anyway XD

So just some brief recall of important events :)

23/3/11

DA BIG DAY. Yeah I was kind of very excited the night before, and couldn’t really sleep, because we were taking our SPM result! My mum was very good, she keep on telling me that no matter how I do, it’s gonna be okay. Then on that day, I went to school, waited for…1 hour(?) with my best friends before we were allowed to enter the school. I met some juniors, hugged and they wished me luck and after a lot a lot a lot of waiting, we went into the hall! We sat according to class, and listened to the principal’s speech. Then the heart-racing, skin sweating, breath-holding moment came. One by one, we went to our form teacher to take our results. When it was my turn, I went to Miss Dhanam and she asked me to sign on the name list. Then she put on the sad looking face which my heart literally SANK. And in my heart, I keep telling myself “nevermind, nevermind, nevermind”. And then she went:'”You want suspend is it? You want suspend hor? I tell you ar…………You did……” SILENCE “VERY GOOD.” And she handed the slip to me :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D I was very proud of my results, and thanks all for the congratulations

And I enrolled in Inti’s ADP! school started for 3 weeks and we had first maths test already. School was fun, and I met a lot of new friends! They are COOL lol. And I got to meet up with my high school friends more often! Have lunch, chit chat, gossip…Oh the good ol’ time.

And on monday (11/4/11) I took my driving test! I waited for very long too (feels like I’ve spent so much time on waiting =.=) and finally when it was my turn, I gan jeong pulak!! When I was lining up for the slope, the engine died a few times. Lol and then I went up, STOP. Phew luckily in. And then I do my balancing, engine die off again!! O.O I looked at the JPJ with wide eyes, and he asked me to start my engine and “jangan undur”. So I was telling myself, no matter what, by hook or by crook, I’LL LET THE CAR GO IN FRONT. And I focus on my balancing, doing it so slowly, feeling the sound, put down the handbrake and YES! I passed my test hehehehehhe ^_^

I went to the JPA interview today. So my mum drove me to the INTEC UiTM in Shah Alam, I met of few chs-ians there. Went into the waiting room around 3.15, handed in my files and start socializing with my group mates =) then around 3.45pm, we were called to go into the room!

We started of with self-introduction in malay. The interviewees will ask us some of the questions they wanna know about us (excluded me. I din get any questions at all :/). They want us to include our family, aspiration and activities we had in high school. The second session was in english, where we were given a topic to discuss. Our topic was “Food is essential for life, but food can affect our health too”. As a lot of my friends and seniors had advised, I took the initiative to be the first one to speak. And they asked us to draw a conclusion from our discussion. After that, they asked us who are the ones next to us and what did she say. So you see? The importance of socializing Then the interview ended, YEAH. VERY FAST! Haha I hope I’ll get good news soon. I think I did not bad lar. For those who are having interview tmr, all the best and you really don’t have to worry!

I’m quite exhausted. New assignment to complete. Test paper coming back tmr. Gosh I better get some sleep. Haha ciao! =)

BAH.

Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhliaoeh.

First, you change things suddenly. Okay lo I accept. Then, you cancelled pre-planned activities. WAH. Third, (I’m not saying it’s your fault but) you made me felt left out. Seriously. I’m not saying that I’m so self-sacrificing that I tried my best to do what I’ve promised, but at least I didn’t simply fly aeroplane right?

Ya it’s me who chose to do it that way, different from you, but I thought things will still stay the same! Now I see, I was too naïve. THINGS CHANGE yeah. Maybe I should stay away, I was like alien, speaking alien language, doing weird stuffs. I don’t know if it’s suitable to tell you, god knows what will happen. Maybe I desired too much. Well, still, ME is ME, I do what I like without bringing trouble to others, you don’t like it, FINE, stay out of MY way. I live my life, you live yours.

No point I’m letting myself down because things that had passed. Tomorrow will be a better day. Cheers.

P.S. I HATE SWOLLEN GUM I CANT EAT ANYTHING :/

Special day! :)

Hey people! :D Today is a very very very special day =)

First, it’s Valentine’s Day!

Nope, I didn’t get any roses from my bf YET, but he was really sweet today. Oh wait, he is sweet everyday ;) Not gonna go into details here! Hehe, but I’m really thankful I have him =)

Then, it’s my best best friend – Yi Leng a.k.a. Yong Yong’s birthday! Friends for 5 years and still counting on! :D

Yong Yong so beautiful. Inside and out too! :) So tall, but still stand straight

And I appreciate ALL the birthday presents you gave me. I like them a lot, you know that too! So I hope you like the present we are going to give you! :D

Thank you for always being there, laughing, talking, gossiping, playing with me. Thank you for being my best friend =)

I miss every moment we had in highs school! And our friendship WILL last forever. Nothing changes :)

I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee this photo! Best friend forever

Happy Valentine’s Day everyone (especially to my darling boy) and Happy birthday to my dearest Yi Leng! =D