Heart breaking

You believed

Cause you never know.

Two voices are shouting inside me. Which one should i listen to?


I was strong enough to hold back everything i wanted to shout out loud. I was stong enough to fake a smile, that you think it was true. I was strong enough to hold back the tears, which til now havent drip down. This is not something i had expected, not even near. I never taught that i have to hide it like this. The pain is killing me. What should i do, what can i do? Oh yeah right, sit down and fake a smile :)

This is the secret i cant tell, cause that is the secret you cant share.

Funniest maths period ever

Today, I had my FUNNIEST MATHS PERIOD ever.

Today last two periods are mod maths and our teacher is the beautiful trainee, Miss Lee Hui Hui. Her professor canme to observe her, and we all acted like so guai. Haha! So proud of ourselves xD Then she gave us play "minipoly". LOL actually she was teaching the probability chapter, so she used activities to help us understabd easier. Then she asked kah jo to write the answer on the board cause i think their group only one people doing the exercise. Then kah jo called kai feng to go and explain. Kai feng keep on "i dont know i dont know" only. LOL. Then jae haan. Then the super duper zuper funny one is choon yit. Haha. Teacher asked him to explain why the possible outcomes if we throw two dice is 36, then he says :" Cause you all know la.. One dice got 1 2 3 4 5 6 ma.. So one dice is 6. Then2 dice is 6 square = 36." He explain until so funny, whole class laugh non stop.

Then teacher wanted him to explain why the number of sample space is 5 ( cause the sample space is {(1,5) , (5,1) , (2,4) , (4,2) , (3,3)} ) Then his answer is so... STUPID! Haha he said:" Cause you see ah the name is miss lim ma. M I S S L I M got 7 letters. Then the possible outcomes is 36. So 36 divide 7.. Then then then 5 lo! Eh i also dont know.." =____=

And then, teacher asked him why (1,5) and (5,1) are different. So he held the two dices in his hand, one dice with 1 dot facing us, the other one with 5 dots facing us. "You see ah, (1,5) and (5,1) are diferent one lo. This is (1,5) , *cross his hand* this is (5,1). It is just like your right hand is not your left hand and your left hand is not your right hand." WOW clever weih! =P

And the most funniest part was when he acted like a REAL teacher. He was presenting in front, then sudenly someone at the back yawn. Haha then he said:"Who yawn?! Come out!" LOL the he ss + perasan say:" Wa i got the talent to become a teacher." LOL

I miss the maths period already. It was so much fun and laughter. I laughed til tears also came out d. LOL thanks choon yit the most. He made all of us had a very enjoyable and superb maths period!

Today got back one paper only : history. OKay la quite satisfied, but not VERY. Aiyor of cause la there are some crazy people out there scoring 97 like that. How to compete with THEM? =PPP I think Miss Ong wil give us back ADD MATHS paper tomorrow. HORROR! I so gonna have nightmare tonight. I really really hope i can get the marks i want. I dont want much, good ebough ten okay d. JUST DONT FAIL!

Yesterday ate too much durian, now have soar throat d. Gahh.. But i love durains. Haha *piak* so mao dun xD I'll go eat more mangosteen now!

xoxo,
shiyi

PMS :/

Okay.. I guess i should blame the fury two days ago as my PMS. I hate this thing affecting me so much! I mean.. I get angry easily, my mood swing is dramatic. So, people look at me as a hot-tempered girl. Gahh! I want to have control over my feelings, not the PMS holding the control. Haix..

Today afternoon my dad was repairing the toilet door which was "malfunctioning". Haha it somehow cant move smoothly. Then i was lying on my bed reading "eclipse". My bro suddenly came in and started to sang so loudly:"明天我要嫁给你了。。。明天我要嫁给你了。。。" Then i was like 0.0??? Haha.. Then suddenly i laughed so crazily. Haha i told you my mood swing. But i think i was funny lo! He wanted to 嫁 someone? LOL.. The idea is so hilarious! Haha.. Okay, all of you are invited to the wedding! xD

School on saturday was a total boringness! I hate school on saturday so so much! It was so boring, meaningless. Went there do nothing. Waste time ba liao. Haix. Went home some more have to look over those naughty irritating annoying noisy kids. Or should i say MONKEYS? Hmph! I hate them too. But what to do they are the sumber of my pocket money. Haaix again..

I wanted to change my blog skin. I want to change my blog skin! But wth i cant find a nice one. So stick to this FIRST lah!

Sleepy. Have to go sleep. Tomorrow got school. Ugh! Ciaoz~

xoxo,
shiyi

Prefect interview

It was so hard to keep calm, relax and smile, especially someone says something like that. I was actually quite shocked. I shouldn't be so furious, yet i was. I had to take a few deep breath, before i could go in. They say, dont have to be so angry la.. But hey, it is very unfair.

Jia Ying, Vivian, Yi Leng and i met after school and went to had lunch in the canteen. We had a quick one, then headed to block F to be ready for the prefect interview. We were quite early, and so we waited. We saw one very gigantic earthworm. Very very long, like 15cm or more? Haha. Then everyone was watching it til puan joyce came, then the interview started. The first one is jin yun. Her interview was quite long, we waited patiently outside, chit chatting, aaking lame IQ questions, having fun. Then one by one, they went in. Each of them took very long time. Not very actually, but long. One hour, like only 5 done. So we did lot of things while waiting. Then we decided it was time to go in. We waited for our turn for a really really very long time, then Jia Ying and I were too thirsty, we went to canteen to have a drink.

When we finished our drink, it was not our turn YET! Damn slow weih.. We waited. Then tim goh said it was according to the sequence dennis took our attendance just now. And four of us were sitting at the very end there, and we were the last he took the attendance. That means, we will be the last ones to be interview. WTH?! We waited since 1 o'clock, and we were almost the first to reach, and we have to wait til the last? Oh right. This is the reason why i was so angry. We decided to went in to the room together, but were stopped, obviously. We still have to wait, they say. I was so furious d lo! C'mon la, we wasted so much time waiting, and this is what we get? GREAT. And someone even asked us to say less during our interview since we were complaining bout the lack of time. RIGHT. So outhers can talk for almost half an hour, and we got only 5 minutes. BRILLIANT.

But luckily i DID calm down and asnwer their question politely. I think i did. I dont want them to think i'm hot-tempered or rude. BUT THEN, they asked Jia ying what's her feeling. YALOR NO ONE CARES BOUT MY FEELING DE MA. ALWAYS LIKE THAT DE LA! Fine lo, at least it was over.

Why cant they do things in a more systematic way, instead of, well, treating us so differently. Okay la. Maybe, MAYBE it's true that you all have decided who to choose, and our interview is not important at all. FINE. Then why interview us? What is the point? Why not just ask us to go home? Why dont you all choose the top 10 first, then just interview the top 10 only lah! URGH! Fine i will try to be good, I'LL TRY TO BE NOT ANGRY, but i dont think i CAN.

School sometimes sucks!

School sometimes sucks!

Today's school is so very boring! Jia ying cant come, so i was quite lonely. I thought i would get back at least ONE of the exam papers but there was none. It is really really very boring. The only thing i could do was reading the book i lend from jia ying. So very lucky i brought. Those gangs in my class were playing, chatting, laughing and really enjoying the relaxing moment. But i didnt feel like talking, not playing too. PJK was lagi want-to-cry. I realise i was too used to playing with jia ying and today i dont have a partner. That was really a DAMNATION. But xiao nyin came to ask me to play squash with her, haha. I was so sorry i couldn't play well, or maybe i couldn't play at all. PJK today really sucks.

Oh talking bout damnation.. There is this really suckish one. I kena one kesalahan in the prefect's profile card. Dammit dammit dammit lah! And the kesalahan is : MEMBAWA BARANG LARANGAN. Okay la i wanna clarify something : i didnt bring. But fine!

The five periods after recess were even more boring til i almost fell asleep. Then after school went to YE production session, which is not as fun as the holidays ones.

Prefect interview is tomorrow! Gosh want i gonna say?