tell it was because I was having so many dreams I keep waking up. They were not nightmares, but sad dreams. So sad that I can feel my heart ached even when I was sleeping. And they are all about you. You turning away from me, you spending all your time with all the others except me, you…leaving me.
I know I shouldn’t let them bother me. They are just dreams and I should stop behaving like a kid. But I just can’t stop thinking maybe it’s because you are really spending less time with me now, or maybe I am really thinking too much, OR, I am leaving to the USA in 7 months.
Sigh. I don’t know what to do. It’s New Year Eve, but it’s raining outside. I should be happy, but I’m crying inside.
整理好情绪，转身，微笑，面对你。
Why didn’t you ask?
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