Hair Cut

I’ve cut my hair on Sunday, and it’s so ugly I can only accept the fact by today. So I’m posting up some photos and please be kind people!

Okay the first one is a bit act cute, BUT you get the picture. I KNOW! I hate bangs lar alright. And this is NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT I repeat NOT what I wanted! T_______________T how am I going to take tonnes of photos during cny later? Omg omg

So as I said haha, CNY is coming!!! Aren’t u excited aren’t u?! Food, angpau, FUN… Ah heaven and most inportant is NO WORK! Cant wait to see my American uncle LOL. Hopefully I get US money for my angpau xD

Bf came to my house on Sunday too, to help me decorate my house And after finished working, he volunteered himself to be a white mouse. So I conteng on his finger nails HAHA

Kesian him hahaha xD so lovely right willing to let me do this to him? ! =)

Happy birthday vivi! <3

So, it’s 24th of January, which is one of my besties --- vivian’s birthday!

This girl ar, I know since Form 1, close during Form2 then very very close during Form 3. We participated a lot of things together! Prefect camp lar, CHS Idol lar, CSI lar… She is a very good friend to be. Kind, cheerful, a lot of lame jokes and always there ready with ideas LOL.

She is the second one from the right. She got her own style, and she’s not afraid to be herself. This is what I like of her =)

She celebrated my 17th birthday with me! And I love the way she sing very sweet, very genuine.We graduated together! See she’s always smiling so big

And she’s ALWAYS so helpful and kind, always fetching me to midvalley ><

But sometimes she’s too hyper until she forgot to open her eyes! XD

No matter what, you’ll still be my best friend. Although we’re in different school now, we live far away, but you’re here in my heart!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DEAR!

Cars

I think cars just hate me.

Yesterday the car couldn’t start when I wanted to go out. TODAY? Le me tell you.

I woke up late and I was right. My had swollen eyes that could barely open. I did things as usual.. Then lunch then prepare to go out for my last 3 hours of amali.

The instructor told me and another friend I just knew what to do and what shouldn’t be done when taking out test. Then he showed us, both circuit and on the road. THEN, he said:” Shiyi, u go tried now.” O.O So I tried, and gosh, although I was super tired, but I gotta admit it was fun! Hahahah and the balancing too! And I met an old friend there =)

When I finished the lesson, it started to rain. So I called mum to come and fetch me. She rushed there as she had to fetch someone else later. When we were almost reaching La Salle, the car mati! See? Things like this happened whenever I need a car.

Me with some really nice indian pushed the car in the rain, did a lot of things but the car still dead. Someone there told he there was a foreman nearby so mum went to see him. That stupid asshole chinese refused to help! WTH. And I saw smoke coming out! So I asked mum not to touch it anymore. Me, mummy and the two students she was suppose to fetch waited for sooooooooooooooo long for daddy to come. Reached home at 8. So it took us 2 hours. GOSH.

Oh car, please survive.

Oh god, please let me survive tomorrow.

虚脱

我恨自己。

我不知道为什么会无缘无故发那么大的脾气，说那么重的话，伤你的心。我只记得我深呼吸了很多很多次，给了自己很多勇气来继续。我只记得我真的是所谓的怒火中烧，又好像，不是在生气你，而是我自己。

我不知道我在哭，还是在崩溃。

就好像用尽全力，和眼泪，把所有的情绪都哭了出来。很用力，完全专注地哭。然后，就完全没有了力。好像把全部都给完眼泪了。呵。平时哭了后，吸吸鼻子，洗个脸就没事了，不怎么看得出来。这次，疼就是故意一般，在脸上留下心痛的痕迹。明天眼睛一定肿肿的。

冷静下来时，我已经失去控制能力，我决定不哭了，眼泪却一直滑落。。。

我到底在干什么？？？！！！！

我恨我自己，那样的伤你的心。

对不起。

我爱你。

真的很累了

I’M TIRED