Like..the worst day ever.

Should not be too dependent. You’re 18. You gotta do things on your own.

BIGGEST LESSON LEARNT FOR THE DAY.

Class ended at 2, I reached home at 7. Pandai right? Yes, because I was too dependent, IF and only IF I had chosen to rely on myself, I could have avoided a lot of nightmarish incidents. I would have reach home early and have a nice rest, I would not have to wait at the KTM station for 2 hours, I would not have people stepping hard on my toes. All in all, everything will not happen if I HAVE GONE HOME ON MY OWN.

At first I just could not forgive those who wanted to help but in the end could not, I could not understand why I have to face this alone. I cried and shouted and banged the doors, but still could not get out of the depression. And suddenly, I thought of something. Something meant to cheer me up.

It is a gift from my best friend last year, and with it I had walked out from a lot a lot of depressions. So just now, I picked two pieces of paper from the Jar. One says:

“Hey love,

  People change, things go wrong, BUT REMEMBER THAT LIFE GOES ON.

Cheer up :))”

And the other one goes like this:

“Hey dearest one,

   Some days are good, some days are bad. No matter what day it is, remember to be grateful for what you have.”

Thank you so much dear, so much for they really have given me all I needed to smile back again. And I know sometimes I’m too soft and all and people like to bully me, but I’m still grateful for all I have. For having an aunt that bought me awesomeeee souvenir from Thailand!

At first I thought it was just an ordinary keychain, but look at what it got on it’s back! :D

Yup, I should smile. Why shouldn’t I? I’m not starving like those African people are, I do not have to pay my own tuition fees, I have great friends and family. It was just a bad day for me, and I shouldn’t blame it on anyone other than myself.

Still the same saying: Let bygones be bygones.

 

 

Cheers.

 

xoxo,

shiyi <3

I AM MALAYSIAN.

So why can’t I use my Identity Card (IC) instead of the passport???!!!! =____________=

So stupid right. I know it’s an oversea exam, but then I’m taking in my country of citizenship. PLUS, my friend taking in another centre can use her IC. Then why can't I? Make my mum run here run there very good is it? ZZZZZZZ

Anyway, in case you are wondering, I went to take my TOEFL test today. Mum and I took LRT from Taman Jaya to Dang Wangi, then from there we have to walk for around 10 minutes to reach my test centre located inside Sheraton Hotel, Kuala Lumpur. After accompanying me up to level 15 where I will be taking my test, mum went back cause she has her things to do. So I waited there for a while, and the person in charge came to open the door and let us in. Then, he asked for our PASSPORTS. Some of them showed their passports, while some of us stunned on the spot. We didn’t know that we have to present a passport and only bring an IC along with us. The guy refuse to let us take the test without a passport or a valid identity card with our signature on it. I asked him whether it’s okay to use my student card, he said no because there is NO SIGNATURE ON IT. AIYOR YOU WANT SIGNATURE I SIGN FOR U LAH. GOT IC AND STUDENT ID NOT ENOUGH. I GIVE YOU ALL THE CARDS IN MY WALLET LA DANG. And so I called my mum, she said my passport has expired. O_____________O GG.

I tried to talk to the guy but then he just ignored me. OKAY MAYBE YOU VERY BUSY LA BUT THEN NOT OUR FAULT. IT’S NOT STATED IN THE E MAIL LO. To me relieve, my mum called and told me that my passport only expire on the 25th of August, which is 4 days later. So she has to take the LRT again just to bring me my passport. I feel sooooooooooooo bad :(

And then FINALLY I can start the test. First section was the reading section. I can say that I did not do well for this section mainly because my emotion was affected. I can’t concentrate. Sigh. Then when I was doing my listening section, some of the test takers were already at speaking section. They actually distracted me –.-

After break, I did my speaking and writing section. I still could not do well in speaking. Writing is the section that I feel that I really “squeeze brain juice”, concentrate and did well. So, you can conclude that I did not do well overall.

Anyhow, the test has passes and I just hope  that I get at least 80. Gotta go check my remark results on monday too. ARGH okay chill shiyi. It’s okay.

LET BYGONES BY BYGONES

 

BA.

Watched this, Rise of the Planet of the Apes with bf yesterday.

“Some things are unmeant to be changed.”

It was a great movie, I almost teared. A great depiction of science, love and greed. Strongly recommended! :)

 

 

 

 

“Caesar is home.” :')

8月12日

关于昨天。

漫长的一天终于结束了。

妈妈因外婆住院而南下马六甲，家里也因此乱得一团糟。调皮的小朋友们都很会选时间，在这个节骨眼上给你惹事。

心情很不好。

想来想去，还是她最可靠。

只有她，会在我每一次伤心难过的时候，陪在我身旁。

只有她，会在我每一次哭泣的时候安慰我。

只有她，会在我每一次流泪的时候，给我止住泪水的勇气。

只有她，了解我的每一个心情起伏。

只有她，不会在我情绪低落时给我更多压力。

 

是不是很羡慕，我有这个“她”？

嗯，我也很庆幸，我还有她。

 

 

 

 

“她”也就是我自己。

 

 

诗怡，加油。

Unexpected

So I did went to college today, to work, get my textbook and the results.

Working was a bit more interesting than the last two sessions. At least I try new things! :D And time flies when we have things to do, don’t you think so? I even texted my bf a poem I created on spot because there was one time when I was really really bored.

Then I had lunch with my high school best friends, Jia Ying and Yi Leng! At first we were thinking of what to eat, and decided to take the usual one – pan mee. Then we have another choice ahead: JoJo or Face to Face? Both are equally good and prices are almost the same too. Then Yi Leng said:”Give face Zhi Cheng la, let’s go JoJo.” So we went there, and lucky enough, Zhi Cheng, the daughter of the boss was having lunch there too! So we enjoyed a free meal ;)

Do you realize I skipped something? Haha yeah my results. Save the best for the last ma xD Anyway I took my results, and all I can say is my grades are unexpected. I did two subjects last semester, namely microeconomics and calculus. Maths was, and still is, my favourite subject. But my test 2 result was not that satisfying, and I feel that I did not do well in the finals too. Econs, on the other hand, seem easy. I scored quite well for both my tests, and not so bad for mid-term too. I was really, really, worried bout my calculus, mainly because I want to be an Actuary and maths is the core subject. So what results do I actually get? B+ for microeconomics and A for calculus. MAN, should I be happy or sad?! I expected an A- or B+ for calculus, and it turns out to be an A. I should be happy. But I wanted an A or at least an A- for micro, I only get a B+! I’m quite disappointed. 五感交集啊!

Well, let bygones be bygones. Or I shall say, we must learn from the mistake. Anyhow, let’s focus on the present and strive for the future!

WORK HARDER NEXT SEM! :)