Tiredness.

A lot of people wear blue today! Including me :D but I don’t think that causes my tuesday blue because ummm, I think it’s  the hormones.

Went to college early and after finishing my accounts homework in front of the computer in the library, it’s just right to go to work! Entered the accommodation office and told the head officer that I can work from 9 to 11 every Tuesday. The officer hand me over to a malay lady a she decided to take me with her to do the "’stock”. So I thought it was counting stock and all, but it turned out to be distributing stock to other departments! Some are small, like pens, eraser, staples..BUT SOME ARE REALLY HUGE AND HEAVY.

Like one box of A4 paper. 10 reams @.@ My spine *sobs* So the distribution was done in an hour, I went back to key in the franking mails into the computer. And time flies! Today I got no extra time to sit there and relax and stuff. I signed out at 11 sharp and went for lunch!

Statistic quiz was more normal than last time, no weird weird definitions or grouping questions. I HOPE I can do better, tho I scored 40.5/43 for the last one.. Well blame those definitions. Haha. Accounts was totally..IN A MESS! I have an account base, but I totally can’t understand what the teacher was trying  to teach! So messy so..hard to catch up!

After class, went home with Marissa in HER baby car :p The weather was really terrible! Like in an oven *quote Marissa* Went to sleep after showering and sleep for 2 hours straight! @.@ Should start studying for macro now. Test on Thursday ouch :( Gtg ciao!

I AM SO TIRED.

will update when I’m free. Goodnight bye.

It’s not JUST that.

Got back my transcript today! The one that have been reviewed. And, very fortunately, the grade for my Microeconomics has been upgraded to A-! From B+ to A- LOL –.- ya lah I know although it’s one grade only, but it makes a lot of differences loh. Firstly, my CGPA went up by 0.7, and is now 3.93, one step closer to 4. And, my transcript will not have a B in it. Lastly, I feel that my hard work is recognized. At least I don’t feel so bad thinking that I had done so badly for my finals. AND, I get to get my RM50 back! COOL :D It’s not just again the marks or grades la okay. If you want to say I’m kiasu, go ahead. I don’t say I’m not. But it seriously does not feel good when your affect is being..ignored or something.

This is the second last day of the second week of my third semester (sorry if I confuse you with the numbers), LOL, but I think I’m doing okay and I especially love Psychology!! Although the teacher will give pop quiz on the second day and ask you to write two essays. Well, this makes me think that I’m a more Science student that business, and ARGH okay don’t regret. I JUST LOVE SCIENCES :’( sigh.

Next week is the Hari Raya holidays and I’m kinda looking forward cause I’m going on a short trip with my family and uncle from Indonesia! And maybe celebrating friend’s birthday in lagoon too! :D So I hope I have enough time to finish all my homework as well as do my revision!

Oh and a abnormal experience I had on Monday. I waited in the KTM station for two hours until the train arrived, and I believe it is easy to picture that there was SUPER a lot of people waiting for the train. Just imagine 10 people in a normal size toilet cubicle. Yeah. And the train is already full before we went squeezed in. But I think all of them were having the same thoughts as me: NO MATTER HOW ALSO HAVE TO GET IN!! So we just squeezed in, and I tell you, it was so painful being pushed and stepped! And then in case you don’t know, the KTM has 3 couches, and the middle one is the ladies’ couch – obvious enough, it’s for ladies. BUT THEY DID NOT LABEL THE OTHER TWO COUCHES AS MEN’S COUCHES. So that means anyone can go in la right. So I went into the last couch. And you know what a man said? “Ladies go ladies’ couch la, come here for what!” –________________- WALIAO okay. And then the next station, a man wanted to go out. So u know we were already all so squeeze until..most of your body parts are in contact with another person’s body part. So we were trying to make way for him, we seriously were, but this impatient man shouted:”Excuse lah! People wanna go out!” So I was a bit, wait quite is more appropriate, pissed, and so I replied:” We are trying d.” “ WHAT TRYING! DON’T TRY TO BE FUNNY!” The man shouted again. WAH THIS IS REALLY IMPOLITE :( And then one station before I can finally go down, one man came in and stepped on my toes! It was so painful that my reflex was to push him away. I’m not sure if it’s my push that was too light or it’s his reaction that was a bit slow, I’ve been pushing him a few times but he did not seem to realize. So I said:”Excuse me, can you please don’t step on me?” But adui, he jsut ..had no reaction! So I was so painful that I shouted excuse me loudly and gave him a really hard push. He wont fall down no worries cause there was so many people in to couch. So finally, and luckily, he heard me and move away his foot. Poor toes :’( So it took me a very long time to reach home, and it was like my worst day ever.

I think nowadays I update my blog quite frequently, haha but like no visitors! Never mind la I just feel better writing things out.

Gotta continue my statistics slides! Tata~~ :)

Like..the worst day ever.

Should not be too dependent. You’re 18. You gotta do things on your own.

BIGGEST LESSON LEARNT FOR THE DAY.

Class ended at 2, I reached home at 7. Pandai right? Yes, because I was too dependent, IF and only IF I had chosen to rely on myself, I could have avoided a lot of nightmarish incidents. I would have reach home early and have a nice rest, I would not have to wait at the KTM station for 2 hours, I would not have people stepping hard on my toes. All in all, everything will not happen if I HAVE GONE HOME ON MY OWN.

At first I just could not forgive those who wanted to help but in the end could not, I could not understand why I have to face this alone. I cried and shouted and banged the doors, but still could not get out of the depression. And suddenly, I thought of something. Something meant to cheer me up.

It is a gift from my best friend last year, and with it I had walked out from a lot a lot of depressions. So just now, I picked two pieces of paper from the Jar. One says:

“Hey love,

  People change, things go wrong, BUT REMEMBER THAT LIFE GOES ON.

Cheer up :))”

And the other one goes like this:

“Hey dearest one,

   Some days are good, some days are bad. No matter what day it is, remember to be grateful for what you have.”

Thank you so much dear, so much for they really have given me all I needed to smile back again. And I know sometimes I’m too soft and all and people like to bully me, but I’m still grateful for all I have. For having an aunt that bought me awesomeeee souvenir from Thailand!

At first I thought it was just an ordinary keychain, but look at what it got on it’s back! :D

Yup, I should smile. Why shouldn’t I? I’m not starving like those African people are, I do not have to pay my own tuition fees, I have great friends and family. It was just a bad day for me, and I shouldn’t blame it on anyone other than myself.

Still the same saying: Let bygones be bygones.

 

 

Cheers.

 

xoxo,

shiyi <3

I AM MALAYSIAN.

So why can’t I use my Identity Card (IC) instead of the passport???!!!! =____________=

So stupid right. I know it’s an oversea exam, but then I’m taking in my country of citizenship. PLUS, my friend taking in another centre can use her IC. Then why can't I? Make my mum run here run there very good is it? ZZZZZZZ

Anyway, in case you are wondering, I went to take my TOEFL test today. Mum and I took LRT from Taman Jaya to Dang Wangi, then from there we have to walk for around 10 minutes to reach my test centre located inside Sheraton Hotel, Kuala Lumpur. After accompanying me up to level 15 where I will be taking my test, mum went back cause she has her things to do. So I waited there for a while, and the person in charge came to open the door and let us in. Then, he asked for our PASSPORTS. Some of them showed their passports, while some of us stunned on the spot. We didn’t know that we have to present a passport and only bring an IC along with us. The guy refuse to let us take the test without a passport or a valid identity card with our signature on it. I asked him whether it’s okay to use my student card, he said no because there is NO SIGNATURE ON IT. AIYOR YOU WANT SIGNATURE I SIGN FOR U LAH. GOT IC AND STUDENT ID NOT ENOUGH. I GIVE YOU ALL THE CARDS IN MY WALLET LA DANG. And so I called my mum, she said my passport has expired. O_____________O GG.

I tried to talk to the guy but then he just ignored me. OKAY MAYBE YOU VERY BUSY LA BUT THEN NOT OUR FAULT. IT’S NOT STATED IN THE E MAIL LO. To me relieve, my mum called and told me that my passport only expire on the 25th of August, which is 4 days later. So she has to take the LRT again just to bring me my passport. I feel sooooooooooooo bad :(

And then FINALLY I can start the test. First section was the reading section. I can say that I did not do well for this section mainly because my emotion was affected. I can’t concentrate. Sigh. Then when I was doing my listening section, some of the test takers were already at speaking section. They actually distracted me –.-

After break, I did my speaking and writing section. I still could not do well in speaking. Writing is the section that I feel that I really “squeeze brain juice”, concentrate and did well. So, you can conclude that I did not do well overall.

Anyhow, the test has passes and I just hope  that I get at least 80. Gotta go check my remark results on monday too. ARGH okay chill shiyi. It’s okay.

LET BYGONES BY BYGONES

 

BA.