What kind of brother is this?

My brother sucks

My family didn't even care about me

xy u r much more luckier than me

yea...

i was just crying in front of my mum

my dad

my brothers

even my maid

they didn't realise

n my tears just keep on flowing and flowing

maybe there will be a flood

someday

in my house

when my brother did something wrong

nothing.. its okay

tat's what my mum said

when I did something wrong

they will say :"no use getting so good results

if u don't now how to do such a simple thing!"

yea right......

tat's wat family means

tat's wat justice is

i am nothing in the family

NOTHING

teehee :)

Dun ask me why

i don't know

don't ask me whether i am angry

i don't know also

don't ask me whether we still can continue

i really don't know

Don't ask me ennything

i can't tell u the answer

Don't ask me why i didn't reply you
coz..

my phone no credit lar! teehee :)

tomorrow is merdeka day

so happy birthday Malaysia

Happy birthday jiayee

Happy birthday christine

and all those merdeka babies!

Ohh.. oral!

2day, we got oral 4 english!!! Tcher told us yesterday, n we hv to present 2day..n we oni noe de topic 2day! Means after we got the yopic, we got 1 MINUTE (actually is 30 seconds) to prepare, den straight away present.. 0_o.. n it starts from de last person in de name list (girl 1st)!!! N 1'm de second last girl.. @.@ so its no too long before i go out.. n when i went out, i was lik:"erm.. er.. er its lik erm......." so i got B B C B (the grade)

den about the Koay Kien Leong AGAIN.. 2day we got sivik.. n juz after the tcher came in, everyone rush out to ask"tcher can i go to the toilet......" jia yee n me oso need go toilet!! So de Khaw Yew Thong FIGHT win.. okay.. he went first.. when he came back, he haven even went in de door, the pass was taken by Koay Kien Leong! Grrr.. den when he came back, me n jia yee rush out, but we still lose to Tey Khang yee.. oh find.. this all not gentlemen.. den after Khang Yee, calvinn.. after calvinn, wei jian wanna go out! Jia yee n me were reali angry.. n calvinn say:"aiyar give them lar!" YAY!!! Dear toilet, here i come!! ohhh.. the pass din stop travelling de whole period.. even after the bell rang, the pass haven back to tcher there 0_o.. lolx

relief....

Yay!!! she replied! She said!! She is not angry!! woosh! feel lik i'm crazy.. ok nvm.. i admit i m.. but i juz reali happy!! WOOOHOO.... ITS SUCH A RELIEF!!! okay.. i post early in de morning.. coz i woke up reali early.. even my mum, my dad, my aunt oso ask:"Y u wake up so early?" 0_o i woke up naturally! okay.. after i ate breakfast, its computer time! last nite i din use de computer.. coz it was raining! grr.. den i sleep quite early yesterday.. yesterday was a reali boring day.. every lessons r boring!!! okay.. i di reali pay attention to wat de tchers say.. @.@ haiz.. hopefully 2day will be more evenful.. teehee :)

Emo...

Okay.. Miss emo is emo again...

sad angry n crazy

SAD...

wat happen between us?

u din reply me

din answer my phone oso

can u plz tell me wat happen?

i reali dunno

n i reali reali very worry

r u angry wif me?

ANGRY...

2day my stupid idiot brother make me angry again

he hit my head!

SO PAIN!!!!

WTH

lik i m his "chu1 qi4 tong3" or wat?

STUPID!

CRAZY...

i tell u

if u r in 2A2 this year

u will get reali crazy!

ohhhh

actually i have to thank all my crazy frens oso

they r de oni one make me laugh

they r so cute lar

haha.. lets me tell u something about them:

(They did something reali childish, but funny..)

example 1

Shiyi:"(talking to kien leong) childish lar you

KL:"(point to jia yee) she say u childish!"

Shiyi:"(look at kien leong)I say YOU!!!"

KL:"(point to jia yee..again) She say YOU!!!" *faint*

example 2

Shiyi:"(to kl) so lao..."

jia yee:"(to kl) stupid..."

KL:"Y u all ik to say out ur own personality?"

Shiyi:"we r saying you!"

KL:"u try to ding2 zhui3 n see, u noe wat i will do?"

Shiyi:"I dunn..."(i wan to say dunno)

KL:"actually i dunno wat will i do oso..." *sweat*

oh thanks xue ying oso*erm u r not crazy*

coz waited 4 me

THANK YOU!!

Butterfly...

I suddenly fall in love with butterflies

Butterflies looks so nice to me

Hmmm..Butterflies are sooo

ATTRACTIVE

*i cant think of any adjective to describe them*

I use butterflies 4 my friendster layout

I used butterfly 4 de blog skin b4

*now changed*

oh ya.. calyx club shirt got butterflies oso!

Butterflies r juz so nice!

I miss practis 2day!!!

2day i din go 4 practis bcoz no one fetch me.. mum n dad juz came back from sarawak.. eileen din go 4 practis oso. so no one can fetch me.. i miss practis!! I think this is de second time i miss practis.. grrr.. not gonna miss again.. *dunno*.. haiz.. Oh ya.. congrats xue ying 4 de complete round offs!! Sharing ur happiness here oh! CONGRATS!! jia you jia you! We , calyx will make it next year! Yea :)

We can make it

Yes we can

If we cant

No one can!!!

CALYX ROCKS!

New skin!

Okay.. i changed de blog skin.. for me is nice.. colourful.. leave some comments bout de skin!!! I changed de skin for lik 3 times.. n this is my final decision.. use this one ba! lol.. hope u all lik it!

Eiu.. scary!

This is during yesterday's practis....

Yesterday there was a practis. But.. we din hv de key 4 de hall.. so we warm up at de bola jaring court.. den we do strength work at de corridor in front of de hall.. lol.. lik wu2 jia1 ke3 gui1 lik tat.. we even do hand stand by leaning on de tiang! hmmm.. first time..*unstable*..den we went back to de court to de jumps.. den.. we went to sport center to practis.. we do stunts there.. we we were doing de stunts, a form 4 flyer accidentally knoch her bass.. den de bass spec knock her eye.. n the eye was bleeding!!!! GOSH!!! the first time i saw spec kena eye den bleeding de.. scary! den she went back home n we continue practis............

bored...

oh okay.. 2day is holiday but we got cheer practis.. time as usual ler.. hehe ;) we do everything lik usual.. n COACHIE came!!! Hooray :) He teach us n de newcomers stunts n tumblings.. 2day we cant do those exercises 4 those advance tumblings coz we dun hv mat.. oh fine.. its bcoz we dun hv de key! coz de key is wif Saw Jee.. n she din come coz she went Bangkok i think.. N she din pass the key to any of us!!! Grrr.. coach went back at 11. We still got 1 hour b4 we go.. so Penny say we do our own thing (?) Oh ok.. I help xue ying n nic wif their tumblings.. n de newcomers do their stunts.. den yi pei came.. he asked us, de squad members about wat we tot of Saw jee.. so we discuss.. den penny call xue ying n me to teach de newcomers.. okay.. den we cool down n go home ler.. Aiyor.. y dun u giv us de key leh? U hv to think if we dun hv de key how r we suppose to take de mat? BLLUUURRRRRYYYYYY

hmmm..

18-8-2007

we got 2 performance. 1 at de field in front of Amcorp, another 1 is de Interact installation, in our skul. Both oso very de bad :( haiz.. wat to do? Everything oso last minute de.. how to perform well? Oh just check my friend's blog.. shereen n cas, if u all r reading this, hmmm.. xue ying said tat she asked penny y dun we cancel de performance since we dun hv time to practis. Penny say Saw Jee WANTS us to perform WOR.. lik tat ler...

After finish my performances, i went makan wif mei hwan they all.. den after tat iwent home to rush my tuition hw.. after i hv finished, i go bath n ready to go to tuition. Juz then, *ring~~~~* the phone was ringing, so i go pick up. my tuition tcher called n tell us tat 2day's tuition cancel bcoz she is not feeling well.. 0_O.. make me rush until so cham.. I DUN CARE.. quickly creep inside my room n SLEEP!

my mum wake me up to eat.. dinner.. okay.. den we watch movie.. den sleep.. woohoo.. i sleep so much 2day.. nyahaha

19-8-2007

i wake up.. after finish my breakfast, i watch "The Simpsons Movie". den after tat, i play the piano! When i playing half way, my mum say we go shopping! yea! We went to my aunt's house first.. hv our lunch there, den went IOI.. 4 a while oni ler.. coz nothing to do there oso.. den we went home lor! now.. i m SO DE SIEN *sounds lik SHOULDER STANDS* lol.. my mum promise to bring us eat pizza 4 dinner.. HOORAY! teehee ^^

stop crying!

i juz can cry.. n i m crying in front of the computer now! Stop this, i hv enough. reali reali stop. i wan to quit. my dearest friend, i TRUSTED u all.. now.. NO MORE

ALONE

Anyone hv ever think of me?

U all treat me as i m invisible

U wun noe tat i m sad

coz u din even care

wat i did, wat i said

its lik reali NOTHING

I need to comfort u when u r sad

Help u when u need my help

But u reali treat me as nothing

i reali deserve this?

I teman u when u r alone

I reali treat u as my reali good

even BEST friend

How bout u?

U all like to leave me alone

Blame me on nothing

Treat me as RUBBISH

i hv to pura pura jian1 qiang2 everytime when u all cry

coz if everyone cry

who will comfort everyone?

i just hope u all r happy

N u!

i m not ur supplier

y u lik to take everything from me

even without asking?

y cant u just bring ur calculators

pens

glue

papers

all by ur own?

N y cant u try to do ur own work?

Is it reali so hard?

i hate to b alone

hate to giv u everything but u still being so rude to me!

i reali feel lik i m INVISIBLE

shall i change my blog to "meaningless life"?

did u ever think about my feeling?

lik shereen said:
Friends forever or nothing last forever...

Mayb i have to used to be ALONE

arh! u r not as good as u tot!

U r de "newest" but yet u still lik to act geng.. u noe u r NOT!U cant do something well tat de juniors can do well.. but u still wanna chuan! wth is this? Dont act lik u noe everything, u r de best, de prettiest or watever! u r NOT.. oh stop acting, u r not actress! Stop flirting, u r not pretty at all! Stop thinking tat u r de best, u r worse den almost all of us! HMMM..

U SUCKS!

FLIRTERS SUCKS!

Ouch! pain

Yesterday nite, i was trying to b hardworking, so i locked myself in my room to "practis" my cheer stuff. Start from warming up *stretch..stretch*. but when i arch back tat time, PAIN! cannot hold there, so i go down to bridge. but went i wan to stand up, I COULDN'T! :( Why lik this arh? i noe tat my back start to pain few weeks ago, but last week when i do bridge or back exercise, still okay de.. i can even do a "elbow bridge".. hahahaha.. but now.. i can't do a ARCH BACK! *sniff sniff*

cin? f? wakakaka.. FUNNY!

I HATE FLIRT-ER.. means those who lik to flirt. Grrr.. Especially CIN.. wakakaka.. ur f is soooo irritating ok.. n dun pura pura sad lar.. next time i'll juz leave u alone.. lalalala.. WE DO HATE U.. alright. stop talking about the flirtie.. hahaha.. 2day is our skul's erm.. wat is tat call.. we celebrate de.. aiya.. i reali dunno wat is tat call.. so we got performance.. n i reali love de CROWD! especially the afternoon session! GOSH.. i reali cant imagine tat they will cheer sooooo loud 4 us! i reali shock when i heard such loud screams, cheers n everone clapping! REALI HAPPY! woohoo! LOVE so muchie! :)

8 little things about me!

THE RULES

We have to post these rules before we give you the facts.Players start with eight random facts/habits about themselves.People who are tagged write their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

8 LITTLE-KNOWN FACTS/HABITS ABOUT ME

1. I like PINK Pink rocks.. hmmm.. i think almost all my fren know bout it, but i reali wanna tell u, I REALLY LOVE PINK! N i reali love calyx.. u know why? Coz calyx = PINK Black n white! Everything in PINK looks good to me.. Pink is soooo sweet! PINK reali rocks!
2. Hmmm.. i love CALYX! Firstly.. it is pink.. as i told u juz now.. secondly.. everyone in CALYX reali reali very kind n friendly! We care bout each other *winks*.. N the CALYX spirit! WOOHOO! U will reali love it ^^ I reali enjoy every moment i being wif my CALYX friends.. LOVE CALYX!
3. I dislike my brothers.. arh.. okay.. sometimes.. especially my elder brother! He likes to disturb me n my younger brother.. if he is around, the house will surely b reali noisy! He likes to makes us cry.. but when i caomplain to my mum, she juz ask me to tolerate.. i tolerate him since i was born! Why cant he juz stop disturbing us? ARH!!!! N he likes to complain.. he always complain to mum tat i use computer, chat wif my friends............ I am not ur dog okay!
4. I hv a fear of talking to teachers.. not all de teacher la.. some.. lik my piano tcher n tuition tcher.. whenever i need to phone them, i ik to ask my mum's help.. but she always dun want to help me.. so in the end, i need to phone them myself.. i reali scare.. sometimes i will "practis" wat to say to the tcher b4 i phone.. hahahahahaha
5. I m not good in sports.. I can't run fast, i can't jump high, i can't play basketball, or any other "balls".. i m reali stupid in sports.. cant deny tat.. okay.. i m academially well.. means i dun need to worry so much in my studies.. wakakakaka.. i dun reali study 4 my exams.. but the results ah.. quite okay lar.. *born to b genius*.. lol.. jkjk :)
6. I hate fliters! juz found out tat i reali cant stand those fliters1 dun flirt if u r not hot or sexy or even pretty! YUCK! FLIRTERS SUCK!
7. I lik to cry.. ok i admit i reali cry alot! i do mean alot. when i sad, i CRY. when i angry, i CRY. When mum scold me, i CRY. when i fight wif my brother, i CRY! I reali cry alotttt. but i hide myself when i cry. i hide under my pillow (i do this the most) , in my room which is locked n even in an empty room(which means no one inside).. i reali cry alot. Waiting to SMILE......
8. I lik to day-dream. ok i reali admit this. since i was young, i dreamed to b PRINCESS.. hahahaha.. *paiseh* I dreamed to b reali rich. dreamed to b model.. singer.. or just famous! I reali dreamed alot.. now i'm still dreaming.. hahahahaha.. different dreams ^^

I think these r the little facts about me:) i can oni tag less than 8 ppl.. coz my blog.. wakakak.. private^^

I tag:

1. *Ryn*
2. caitlin
3. shereen.. i think cassie tag u oso
4. shining

Emo? hmmm..

Sometimes i find out tat i everyday oso in bad mood.. y leh? 2day oso.. this is a short short post.. coz my stupid brother keeep on complaining.. so gotta go! Wait 4 next post n i'll tell u all everything =]

Inti Performance! Super fun!

Yesterday we-Calyx went to inti college for a performance. In the morning, we went to skul 4 practis. We practis until 12 o'clock. Den me, xue ying, hwan, nic n eileen went to KANA to take our LUNCH! We planned to go to nic's house.. but in the end, xue ying din go.. sad.. den nic's mum bring us to her house..

After we reach nic's house, we went straight to nic's brother's room n go on9.. after taking our turn to on9, we take bath n ready to skul. We reach skul lik around 5, i think. We waited 4 a long time in front of 7-elevan. while waiting 4 de bus, we hv our make-up done! Den when de bus come, when headed to Inti college! After we reach there, we went into a small(quite small i think) room. We put our bags there. den we hv sometimes to warm up b4 de A-Level Nite started. Den we perform.. WOOHOO! I dun noe whether it is good or bad, but we enjoyourselves..(mayb is i enjoy myself..i got my "cheer smiles" on every seconds.. n smile at the audience lik crazy).. Lol.. den after we finish performing, we r allowed to eat..we took lots of photos there.. we also play lik crazy.. I reali hv lots of fun.. After tat, we went back to skul.

we reach skul quite late.. Some of them went to eat, while me n shining was waiting 4 her mother.. I was going to sleep overnite in shining's house.. After i reach shining's house, take my bath, den i c comic! but i reali cannot tahan *fall asleep* hahahah..

-i miss all the sweet time being wif u all-

Hungry!!!

2day, i needa wake up at 6 coz i got de hari kemerdekaan de "raptai" thingy at 7.30!!! Gosh!! Tired man.. i reach skul 2gether wif my brother, put my bag den go find amelia they all.. chit-chatting wig saw jee, fiona..... den they all need go to assembly d.. so me, nic n ying go walk around find Guan Yu! He likes to disappear..

Den de raptai(or watever it is called) started.. we walking to Taman Jaya, den we stopped there 4 a long time.. i play some "mind-games" wif ying n nic.. hehehehe.. den we walk back to skul again.. den Mr.Michael neg us 4 a long time.. den we walk back to Taman Jaya AGAIN!! after waiting there 4 a while, den we walk back to skul again.. BORING.. now xue ying's turn to ask me.. nyahaha.. but i know de answer! Hooray! At around 10.20, de stupid thingy ends! Hooray!!! I rush to canteen, take my bag n run to prefect room.. i quickly change my shirt den went 4 prefect meeting.. the meeting is soooo long! until 12.30 wei.. my stomach is "complaining".. den after eating my bread.. tat is actually 4 my breakfast.. me, ying, hwan, nic n eileen went to cheer meeting.

There we talk bout lots of thing.. n iask fiona the "mind-games" oso.. she dunno! wuahaha.. she play de dum dum game wif me.. i got 1 wrong oni =] n oh shereen.. sorry.. kick ur butt twice.. nyahaha.. acidentally de.. lol.. sorry.. den we went back to class lor..(i din do the toss.. very sad de arh T.T)

Den finally is recess time.. oh my.. i was waiting so long 4 de recess.. preparing to ruch down to the canteen.. but.. Jia call me to accompany her to the toilet 0.0.. oh fine.. she kena tat thing.. so i go wif her lo.. den no time eat again.. HUNGRY!!!

RING~ woohoo.. finally skul dismiss.. i went back home n straight away hav my dinner.. sorry my poor stomach.. 4 letting u empty 4 so long.. hahahahaha..

De raptai is boring lar.. but the prefect meeting is meaningful(sorry i can't tell y).. n cheer meeting is super fun!! (i ate two sweets there) hahahahaha..but too sad.. TOSS!!!

Nah.. CALYX ROCKS!!!

Stupid Ong Ye Shan n Koay Kean Leong! N de Khaw Yew Thong oso! okay.. tell u wat happen.. hahahahahaha..yesterday, too sien during sejarah period, so i go "conteng" my book.. hahahahaha. i write our cheers inside.. n i went home colour it! lol.. LAME.. haha.. den i think recess. tat time, they go open my book n c.. okay nvm.. but in the end, they look n look over n over again! N u noe wat they say? "CALYX SUCKS" WAT THE HELLLL!!! if the tcher not in class, i surely go slap them! N they say alot of bad stupid thing bout calyx! Nah all tat r not true! Yer!!!! They r so mean lar.. n always disturb me in class!

U r not allowed to say tat!

hmm.. wat 2 say 2day leh? i just find out tat i berely say anything about cheer.. so erm.. talking bout 2day's cheer practis..

first, we start running n warming up.. as usual.. den we do all our strength work.. jumps.. actually nothing special 2day lo.. den we do stunts.. we REARRAGE de stunt groups, so tat b more balance(?) i oso dunno.. hahahahhaha.. i fly on emelia n cydney's group.. quite okay de.. i realise tat de form 1's r reali plsyful.. =P sometimes lar.. den we do cartwheels.. nic n hwan was actually "SLEEPING" on de mat.. me n eileen hav to see the newcomers' cartwheels.. 2day quite sleepy oso..(SEDANG TAHAN NOT TO SLEEP).. nyahaha.. oh ya! xue ying was not around 2day.. doing her class's banner.. so less 1 ppl.. less laugh.. den we go eat lunch!!! hungry man. i finished my rice n soya.. n help eileen they all to eat their "lala".. lol.. juz remember haven pay back.. hahahahaha.. den we went to change our clothes.. as usual, we went to sport center, put our bags on the "ping pong" table, take our stuff.. den.. quickly run into the GUYS' TOILET.. wuahaha..(the angry part started)den we change lo.. after finish changing, we go out n saw all our bags was on the floor, n the tcher which i dunno his name, was scolding ths students. So i kneel down to tie my hair.. den the tcher came, scolding us 4 putting our bags on the table, changing in the sport center(he dunno we change in the guys' toilet), scolding us 4 everything! So we just listen n "yes yes yes". N he saw Mei hwan. he ask whether she is QM den she say yes.. actually she quit already.. n de tcher call hwan to c him after this.. n i think she get scolded.. den i went to prefect room to put my bag n when i return, i saw hwan walking there.. n i walk to her, she started crying.. den hy n lynn get her to somewhere else.. i can't follow coz i hav to duty! Ok.. screen change.. hahahahahahha..(recess) i quickly eat finish n ran to the sport center.. shereen they all r practising..so hav some fun wif them.. n got to go duty.. AGAIN!!! ok.. i duty at block A..n my classmate,the naughty vooi keat, brought a packet of food there.. it is prohibited! Yi Leng saw tat, n scolded him.. call me to ask them get down to the canteen but in the end, me myself was joining them wif the "eating party".. hahahahahah..so until skul dismiss.. walking wig eileen they all.. n as usual, i laugh lik crazy coz eileen make the funny sound in front of me!

So it is 4 2day.. erm.. nothing much ler.. but i gotta tell.. cheer practis is not as fun as usual.. HAIZ.. dunno y leh?