It’s not JUST that.

Got back my transcript today! The one that have been reviewed. And, very fortunately, the grade for my Microeconomics has been upgraded to A-! From B+ to A- LOL –.- ya lah I know although it’s one grade only, but it makes a lot of differences loh. Firstly, my CGPA went up by 0.7, and is now 3.93, one step closer to 4. And, my transcript will not have a B in it. Lastly, I feel that my hard work is recognized. At least I don’t feel so bad thinking that I had done so badly for my finals. AND, I get to get my RM50 back! COOL :D It’s not just again the marks or grades la okay. If you want to say I’m kiasu, go ahead. I don’t say I’m not. But it seriously does not feel good when your affect is being..ignored or something.

This is the second last day of the second week of my third semester (sorry if I confuse you with the numbers), LOL, but I think I’m doing okay and I especially love Psychology!! Although the teacher will give pop quiz on the second day and ask you to write two essays. Well, this makes me think that I’m a more Science student that business, and ARGH okay don’t regret. I JUST LOVE SCIENCES :’( sigh.

Next week is the Hari Raya holidays and I’m kinda looking forward cause I’m going on a short trip with my family and uncle from Indonesia! And maybe celebrating friend’s birthday in lagoon too! :D So I hope I have enough time to finish all my homework as well as do my revision!

Oh and a abnormal experience I had on Monday. I waited in the KTM station for two hours until the train arrived, and I believe it is easy to picture that there was SUPER a lot of people waiting for the train. Just imagine 10 people in a normal size toilet cubicle. Yeah. And the train is already full before we went squeezed in. But I think all of them were having the same thoughts as me: NO MATTER HOW ALSO HAVE TO GET IN!! So we just squeezed in, and I tell you, it was so painful being pushed and stepped! And then in case you don’t know, the KTM has 3 couches, and the middle one is the ladies’ couch – obvious enough, it’s for ladies. BUT THEY DID NOT LABEL THE OTHER TWO COUCHES AS MEN’S COUCHES. So that means anyone can go in la right. So I went into the last couch. And you know what a man said? “Ladies go ladies’ couch la, come here for what!” –________________- WALIAO okay. And then the next station, a man wanted to go out. So u know we were already all so squeeze until..most of your body parts are in contact with another person’s body part. So we were trying to make way for him, we seriously were, but this impatient man shouted:”Excuse lah! People wanna go out!” So I was a bit, wait quite is more appropriate, pissed, and so I replied:” We are trying d.” “ WHAT TRYING! DON’T TRY TO BE FUNNY!” The man shouted again. WAH THIS IS REALLY IMPOLITE :( And then one station before I can finally go down, one man came in and stepped on my toes! It was so painful that my reflex was to push him away. I’m not sure if it’s my push that was too light or it’s his reaction that was a bit slow, I’ve been pushing him a few times but he did not seem to realize. So I said:”Excuse me, can you please don’t step on me?” But adui, he jsut ..had no reaction! So I was so painful that I shouted excuse me loudly and gave him a really hard push. He wont fall down no worries cause there was so many people in to couch. So finally, and luckily, he heard me and move away his foot. Poor toes :’( So it took me a very long time to reach home, and it was like my worst day ever.

I think nowadays I update my blog quite frequently, haha but like no visitors! Never mind la I just feel better writing things out.

Gotta continue my statistics slides! Tata~~ :)

Like..the worst day ever.

Should not be too dependent. You’re 18. You gotta do things on your own.

BIGGEST LESSON LEARNT FOR THE DAY.

Class ended at 2, I reached home at 7. Pandai right? Yes, because I was too dependent, IF and only IF I had chosen to rely on myself, I could have avoided a lot of nightmarish incidents. I would have reach home early and have a nice rest, I would not have to wait at the KTM station for 2 hours, I would not have people stepping hard on my toes. All in all, everything will not happen if I HAVE GONE HOME ON MY OWN.

At first I just could not forgive those who wanted to help but in the end could not, I could not understand why I have to face this alone. I cried and shouted and banged the doors, but still could not get out of the depression. And suddenly, I thought of something. Something meant to cheer me up.

It is a gift from my best friend last year, and with it I had walked out from a lot a lot of depressions. So just now, I picked two pieces of paper from the Jar. One says:

“Hey love,

  People change, things go wrong, BUT REMEMBER THAT LIFE GOES ON.

Cheer up :))”

And the other one goes like this:

“Hey dearest one,

   Some days are good, some days are bad. No matter what day it is, remember to be grateful for what you have.”

Thank you so much dear, so much for they really have given me all I needed to smile back again. And I know sometimes I’m too soft and all and people like to bully me, but I’m still grateful for all I have. For having an aunt that bought me awesomeeee souvenir from Thailand!

At first I thought it was just an ordinary keychain, but look at what it got on it’s back! :D

Yup, I should smile. Why shouldn’t I? I’m not starving like those African people are, I do not have to pay my own tuition fees, I have great friends and family. It was just a bad day for me, and I shouldn’t blame it on anyone other than myself.

Still the same saying: Let bygones be bygones.

 

 

Cheers.

 

xoxo,

shiyi <3

I AM MALAYSIAN.

So why can’t I use my Identity Card (IC) instead of the passport???!!!! =____________=

So stupid right. I know it’s an oversea exam, but then I’m taking in my country of citizenship. PLUS, my friend taking in another centre can use her IC. Then why can't I? Make my mum run here run there very good is it? ZZZZZZZ

Anyway, in case you are wondering, I went to take my TOEFL test today. Mum and I took LRT from Taman Jaya to Dang Wangi, then from there we have to walk for around 10 minutes to reach my test centre located inside Sheraton Hotel, Kuala Lumpur. After accompanying me up to level 15 where I will be taking my test, mum went back cause she has her things to do. So I waited there for a while, and the person in charge came to open the door and let us in. Then, he asked for our PASSPORTS. Some of them showed their passports, while some of us stunned on the spot. We didn’t know that we have to present a passport and only bring an IC along with us. The guy refuse to let us take the test without a passport or a valid identity card with our signature on it. I asked him whether it’s okay to use my student card, he said no because there is NO SIGNATURE ON IT. AIYOR YOU WANT SIGNATURE I SIGN FOR U LAH. GOT IC AND STUDENT ID NOT ENOUGH. I GIVE YOU ALL THE CARDS IN MY WALLET LA DANG. And so I called my mum, she said my passport has expired. O_____________O GG.

I tried to talk to the guy but then he just ignored me. OKAY MAYBE YOU VERY BUSY LA BUT THEN NOT OUR FAULT. IT’S NOT STATED IN THE E MAIL LO. To me relieve, my mum called and told me that my passport only expire on the 25th of August, which is 4 days later. So she has to take the LRT again just to bring me my passport. I feel sooooooooooooo bad :(

And then FINALLY I can start the test. First section was the reading section. I can say that I did not do well for this section mainly because my emotion was affected. I can’t concentrate. Sigh. Then when I was doing my listening section, some of the test takers were already at speaking section. They actually distracted me –.-

After break, I did my speaking and writing section. I still could not do well in speaking. Writing is the section that I feel that I really “squeeze brain juice”, concentrate and did well. So, you can conclude that I did not do well overall.

Anyhow, the test has passes and I just hope  that I get at least 80. Gotta go check my remark results on monday too. ARGH okay chill shiyi. It’s okay.

LET BYGONES BY BYGONES

 

BA.

Watched this, Rise of the Planet of the Apes with bf yesterday.

“Some things are unmeant to be changed.”

It was a great movie, I almost teared. A great depiction of science, love and greed. Strongly recommended! :)

 

 

 

 

“Caesar is home.” :')

8月12日

关于昨天。

漫长的一天终于结束了。

妈妈因外婆住院而南下马六甲，家里也因此乱得一团糟。调皮的小朋友们都很会选时间，在这个节骨眼上给你惹事。

心情很不好。

想来想去，还是她最可靠。

只有她，会在我每一次伤心难过的时候，陪在我身旁。

只有她，会在我每一次哭泣的时候安慰我。

只有她，会在我每一次流泪的时候，给我止住泪水的勇气。

只有她，了解我的每一个心情起伏。

只有她，不会在我情绪低落时给我更多压力。

 

是不是很羡慕，我有这个“她”？

嗯，我也很庆幸，我还有她。

 

 

 

 

“她”也就是我自己。

 

 

诗怡，加油。

Unexpected

So I did went to college today, to work, get my textbook and the results.

Working was a bit more interesting than the last two sessions. At least I try new things! :D And time flies when we have things to do, don’t you think so? I even texted my bf a poem I created on spot because there was one time when I was really really bored.

Then I had lunch with my high school best friends, Jia Ying and Yi Leng! At first we were thinking of what to eat, and decided to take the usual one – pan mee. Then we have another choice ahead: JoJo or Face to Face? Both are equally good and prices are almost the same too. Then Yi Leng said:”Give face Zhi Cheng la, let’s go JoJo.” So we went there, and lucky enough, Zhi Cheng, the daughter of the boss was having lunch there too! So we enjoyed a free meal ;)

Do you realize I skipped something? Haha yeah my results. Save the best for the last ma xD Anyway I took my results, and all I can say is my grades are unexpected. I did two subjects last semester, namely microeconomics and calculus. Maths was, and still is, my favourite subject. But my test 2 result was not that satisfying, and I feel that I did not do well in the finals too. Econs, on the other hand, seem easy. I scored quite well for both my tests, and not so bad for mid-term too. I was really, really, worried bout my calculus, mainly because I want to be an Actuary and maths is the core subject. So what results do I actually get? B+ for microeconomics and A for calculus. MAN, should I be happy or sad?! I expected an A- or B+ for calculus, and it turns out to be an A. I should be happy. But I wanted an A or at least an A- for micro, I only get a B+! I’m quite disappointed. 五感交集啊!

Well, let bygones be bygones. Or I shall say, we must learn from the mistake. Anyhow, let’s focus on the present and strive for the future!

WORK HARDER NEXT SEM! :)

放下

Another update? Haha I guess that’s because I’m too tired for another sample test for TOEFL but not tired enough to sleep. So I’m here :)

Was struggling whether to go college or not tomorrow because if I do, I will waste some time sitting there doing nothing. But the benefits of going are I (most probably) will get some of my textbooks, my results and work for another 2 hours. So seeing that there are more boon than bane, I decided to go.

And I cant stand myself when I’m staying at home! I’ll eat and eat and eat when I have time. But never mind lah, Famine 30 is just around the corner! I’m a bit nervous, cause bf is not with me this year, and..I don’t really know what to do. I know Orange won’t dump me alone, but still, I’m a bit worried. Just pray that it turns out alright! And I must remember to take some photos :)

Hmmm what else can I talk about? I’m actually hoping this semester break to end soon but don’t want school to start. How contradict. I just wanna see my friends, and have something to fill my time! Facebook nowadays is boring, so is twitter. AND BLOG. Maybe everyone else is busy except me. But it’s okay! I’ll be busy real soon. Results are coming out tomorrow, and weird enough, I’m not feeling it yet. The nervousness, anxiety or afraid. I think mum and dad are super right. They know 我是一个得失心很重的人, so they always advised me to “see open” (chinese XD) I think I’m trying to, but not there yet. Let’s hope tomorrow will be a cheerful day.

有挫折，才有进步！

p.s. Sounds like I’m crapping :/

Loves :)

Hi there! I’m here to update my blog, as requested by my dearest CHENGSE :) I’m actually quite free (and lifeless) here, cause I basically have nothing to do during this three weeks long semester break. If I’m not here blogging, I’ll most probably go play Sudoku in the newspaper, or play Angry Birds. HEH

Anyway, I’m here to talk about…CLOTHES! Haha. I’m a girl who likes dressing up since I was young, but I don’t think I have enough sense to fashion so you’ll always see me in T-shirt, jeans or shorts :( But I love seeing models wearing different styles of clothes! And I like buying clothes too. It’s just too bad I can’t really find my own style. And I think my best friend, Orange has a really really good sense of fashion. I always loved the clothes she picked for me, I’ll definitely consider buying them if they fit!

Mum just bought me to a boutique last Saturday together with my bro. Well that was a pretty nice boutique, they have all sorts of shirts for you to choose from. And the thing is, once you stepped into the fitting room, you most probably wont have a chance to step out. The promoters there will grab any shirts they think suit you, and when you finished trying one, they will straight away hand you another. So..after trying on quite a few set of clothes, mum bought me these!

No time to try on more cause brother was rushing us :( and look at the size!

XXS @.@ I wonder if I get can myself any shirts when I’m pursuing my studies in the States. Can’t wait to wear my new outfits to college! Yup, mum bought them so that I can wear them to college. A lot of my old ones are torn, or bitten maybe, by insects.

And I got three new Mickey T-shirts!

From my dearest bf! :D

I actually feel quite guilty for using mum so much on my clothes :( So I always promise myself, I’ll work hard now, get a good job soon, then earn more money, so that I can pamper myself with pretty clothes! Still, thank you mama and darling, for buying me such pretty and comfy clothes!

Orange, let’s go shopping, kay? :D